Me: and the list.

I AM: 

[x] anorexic 
[] ednos  
[] bulimic  
[] living off diet pills  
[x] hungry  
[x] thirsty  
[] drinking something  
[] Under 100lbs  
[x] fasting/starving myself 

PEOPLE:  
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic  
[x] have called me fat 
[x] have said I’m skinny 
[x] have said I’m ugly  
[x] have said I’m pretty 
[x] spread rumors about me  
[x] force me to eat  
[] say I eat too much 
[] wish I’d eat more  
[] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic/ednos 

I WISH:  
[x] I was THIN  
[x] I had a better body  
[x] I could control myself  
[x] I was under 110lbs  
[x] I could avoid food  
[x] I could hide what I am  
[x] I wasn’t fat  
[x] I was pretty  
[] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos 

I LOVE: 
[x] feeling hungry  
[x] seeing a difference when fasting  
[x] shaking  
[x] feeling airy  
[x] losing weight  
[] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos 
[x] green tea  
[x] diet pills  
[x] being able to turn down food  
[x] feeling good about myself  

APPEARANCE: 
[x] I am shorter than 5’4 
[x] I have many scars  
[] I wish my hair was a different color 
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color 
[x] I have a tattoo 
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance 
[] I have/had braces  
[] I wear glasses  
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free  
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger  
[x] I have more than 2 piercings 
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears  
[] I have freckles 
FAMILY: 
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents 
[x] I’ve run away from home  
[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house  
[] My biological parents are together  
[] I have a sibling less than one year old  
[x] I want to have kids someday 
[] I’ve had children  
[] I’ve lost a child  
[x] I can’t have children (Not sure if I can or cant yet..)
RELATIONSHIPS: 
[] I’m single  
[] I’m in a relationship 
[] I’m engaged  
[] I’m married 
[x] I’ve gone on a blind date  
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper 
[x] I miss someone right now  
[x] I have a fear of abandonment  
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship  
[] I’ve gotten divorced  
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back 
[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t 
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did  
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship 
[x] I’ve been ‘the other woman’ 
SEXUALITY:  
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex 
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher  
[] I am a cuddler 
[x] I’ve kissed in the rain 
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger  
[] I have kissed a stranger 

BAD TIMES: 
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol 
[] I regularly drink 
[] I can’t swallow pills 
[x] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water 
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression 
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset 
[] I take anti-depressants 
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS 
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it  
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose 
[x] I’m addicted to self harm 
[x] I’ve attempted suicide 
[x] I’ve woken up crying  
[x] I’ve lost weight  
[x] I’ve gained weight  
[x] My weight holds me back  
[x] Weight consumes me  
[] I’m at my thinnest  
[] I’m at my biggest  
[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off  
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back  
[x] My weight affects my mood  
[x] I weigh myself daily  
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me  
[] I thrive on compliments  
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size  
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry  
[x] I get depressed after I eat  
[x] I’ve skipped a meal  
[x] I’ve thrown food away  
[x] I’ve spit food out  
[x] I’ve fasted  
[x] I’ve taken diet pills  
[x] I’ve used laxatives  
[x] I’ve purged  
[x] I exercise  
[] I exercise so I can eat  
[] I work out secretly  
[] I work out daily  
[x] I’ve fainted from exhaustion  

I’ve done: 
[x] Weed  
[] Cigarettes  
[x] Alcohol  
[x] Diet pills  
[x] Pain killers  
[x] Sleeping pills 
[x] Anti-depressants  
[] Ecstasy  
[] LSD  
[x] Mushrooms  
[] Speed  
[] Cocaine  
[x] Other 

HABITS: 
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret  
[x] I look at thinspo  
[x] I count calories  
[x] I’ve had negative intake days  
[x] I avoid food  
[x] I hate food  
[x] I love food  
[x] I want to be this way  
[x] I don’t want to be like this  
[x] I wish I could have more control  
[] Being thin is my top priority  
[] I am in treatment  
[x] I’m doing this for me  
[x] I’m doing this for someone  
[x] I’m doing this to prove myself